Am I a Gothic Beauty?

*Basics*
Name: Pilvi, but some people know me as Vyvyan
Age: 18
Location: Finland
Sexuality: bisexual
Star sign: Leo

*Favorite*
...types of music: i mainly listen to rock (modern rock and some 80's stuff) and metal (gothic, black, death, 80's...) but i also like to listen to classical music aswell
...band/ground/artists: I love bands like Nightwish, The 69 Eyes, HIM, Sonata Arctica, Icon & the Black Roses, Toto, and i also listen to Billy Idol, Metallica, Children of Bodom, Lullacry... And i adore the work of Sibelius, Beethoven, Mozart, Saint-Saens, Brahms, Tsaikovski...
...songs: Beauty of the Beast by Nightwish, Danse Macabre by Camille Saint-Saens, Wolf & Raven by Sonata Arctica, White Wedding by Billy Idol... i've got so many i can't list them all here!
...foods: i like italian food, and the "traditional" Finnish foods my mum makes... hehe.
...drinks (alcoholic or non): Pepsi Twist, Lidl's light cola, pear cider, Saarenmaa-beer, coffee, Ofelia-strawberry wine
...TV shows: South Park, Sex and the City, The Simpsons... i don't watch that much tv anymore.
...movies: Interview with the Vampire, Pirates of the Caribbean, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Bram Stoker's Dracula, The Virgin Suicides...
...hobbies: writing, reading, listening and writing some music, watching movies, sleeping, dreaming...
...books: Doomsday Book by Connie Willis, everything by E. A. Poe, The Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown...
...colors: black, white, silver, red, purple

*Personal Info*
Do you have any phobias/extreme fears? the only fear i have is the fear of insects, i get freaked out if any sort of insect flies towards me or crawls up my leg or arm...
Do you plan for the future, or are you spur-of-the-moment? i'm kind of 50-50, sometimes i do something that i've just come up with and then sometimes i plan what i should be doing.
Are you studying for anything (and if so what/if not, its ok ^_~)? Right now i'm not studying but i am going to apply to a school where one studies to become a nurse.
Do you have any fetishes (and no, we don’t mean “I love shoes”)? i don't think it's much of a fetish but i have an obsession to slap people's butts, i like it even though the person i spank may not like it. No one does it to me though, so it's a pity...
Are you spiritual/religious? not at all, i don't believe in christianity, i'm more of a person who's more into nature, to me religion is waste of time. But i do believe in the Ancient Greek goddesses and gods, i'm intrigued by the mythology

*Opinions*
Abortion: every woman has their right to decide whether to have or not a baby after the deed is done. But the motives to have an abortion, i myself only accept it if there really is a good enough reason for having an abortion.
Suicide: I partially accept it, if there really isn't any other option to get the pain/problems go away. But the agony and harms it does to the family and other close people of the person comitting a suicide, it's not right. Even though suicide is a selfish deed in a way, i accept it if there is no other option whatsoever to see any light and a positive side in the situation.
Stereotypes: are something i find highly annoying. The picture a nation gets from another they aren't that familiar with, it most of the time is rather wrong and it annoys me to insanity whenever i hear someone asking or telling how we Finns have polar bears walking down the streets and we ski to everywhere we need to go and what else...
Inter racial relationships: One cannot predict who they fall in love with. No matter what skin color they are, what country they come from. I have nothing against inter racial relationships, seeing inter racial couples makes me smile, there are wise people who accept people no matter what their skin color is.
Drugs, alcohol and smoking: I am against drugs, well, hard ones, but i accept alcohol and smoking, as long as it's not overdone. Seeing teenagers under the age of 15 drinking their brains dry and smoking their lungs out, that disgusts me. I accept alcohol and smoking amongst the mature/adults (people over the age of 18) but not amongst kids. And i certainly do not accept other drugs at all.
Poseurs: i hate posers... seeing poseurs i grit my teeth and can't help but wonder why can't people just be themselves..
Labels: i hate being labelled, that's why i really don't call myself a goth, or anything else, i'm just me. Labeling people is way too teenaged, you see that enough in high school/secondary school
Same-sex marriages: everyone has their right to marry the person they love, independing on whether they're the same sex or not. If a man loves another man or a woman another woman strongly enough and want to marry them, there should be nothing stopping them, it's equal compared to man marrying a woman.

*Other*
What makes you a gothic beauty?: my view of life and world
Confess something (doesn’t have to be major): i haven't had a relationship with a woman... yet
Do you think you will be accepted? i don't have high hopes for it, but i would be nice

*Vanity*
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